I MAY NOT KNOW

WHAT I CAN ACHIEVE,

BUT I KNOW

WHAT I CAN OVERCOME,

AND I WILL NEVER

UNDERESTIMATE

MYSELF AGAIN…..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

       ~Scott Stabile~

 

Am always getting in trouble because of mirrors.

I carry one in my bag, I’ll take too long in the bathrooms and all haha.

Coming from dark faces in my life, I often look for affirmations elsewhere,

it’s frustrating.

Not everyone will understand your emptiness.

You’ll always look needy,

and it’s okay.

Shift energies.

What if every time you look into the mirror ,you see happiness?

What if the face on the mirror is the affirmation you need to keep going?

Then you’ve got to work for it.

Tell that girl on the mirror how strong and beautiful she is.

Tell her how worthy she is.

Remind her that you won’t give up on her.

Tell her those things you want others to say to her.

Be her best friend,

Her to-go-to person.

she deserves it…..!!!!!

                       Am working on it and it’s a beautiful place to live.

 

I am a kept woman.

My life is restored and energy renewed.

I have fallen, I have failed,

I have lost, I have been defeated,

I have cried myself to sleep,

I’ve been depressed and drowned in sorrow,

I’ve fought anxiety and suicidal thoughts,

I’ve been abandoned and forgotten,

I’ve been through financial crisis,

I’ve struggled with my self-esteem,

I have lost people and things I treasured,

I have tried taking my own life,

I have given up on everything including myself,

I have starved myself,

I have experienced pain,

I have hit rock bottom,

           Yet am here, with so much hope and audacious faith.

I choose to be strong and fearless,

I am healing,

I am learning,

I am loving more,

I am smiling more,

I am taking good care of me,

I am praying more,

I am plugging into positive spaces,

I am believing,

I am growing,

I am powerful,

I AM KEPT BY GOD…!!!!

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Look for something positive each day,

even if some days you have to look a little harder.

Light up a fire in your heart,

even if it doesn’t last eternity.

Wear that smile,

even when frustrations fights it,

Build up that courage each day,

even if hiding seems easier.

Fill up yourself with hope,

even when you’re convinced to give up.

It’s not about perfect.

It’s not a competition.

It’s about effort .

And when you bring that effort every single day ,

That’s when transformation happens .

That’s how change occurs.

That’s how healing becomes.

That’s how growth is seen.

MOOOOOOOVVVEEEEEEEEE……….!!!!!!!!!!!

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Yaaaaassssss………………………………..We made it. .! !😍😍

Here is to new beginnings.

Here is to moving forward. !

To loving ourselves better.!

To rising above any bitterness of the past. !

To creating happiness. !

To more laughter,

To wiping off tears. !

To new growth. !

Here’s to being the best version of you!

To honoring God. !

To creating beauty. !

To finding and knowing more of us.!

To new adventures.!

To better and healthier relationships!

To more patience…!!

To forgiving more. .!

To building others.. !

To walking away from less of what you deserve. !

To facing life with courage.!

Here’s to more blessings.!

And may God increase us that we may be able to pour unto each other.! !

Light your new fire up…!

Happy new year warriors. .!! !😘😘

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Late into the night, I constantly find myself fighting my thoughts. Other times it happens at the most random hours of the day. I pick up my phone, looking for someone to talk to . I have friends who constantly remind me that they are there for me, but then there’s always this thought that crosses in my mind, “there are people with bigger problems, hold yourself together ”  and that is how I end up suffering alone 😫.

One of the greatest mistakes we make is belittling our pains or those of others. ! We compare what we feel to the bigger giants out there, then end up feeling lonely and sometimes suicidal .😞

How about us being real when we tell someone that am here for you.! What if we’d set the standard out there that there’s no small or big pain.!!  …what if this kind of positive mentality saved just one more life, because we genuinely cared.. ?After all there’s no big or small suicide hmm.. 🤗

So hey, get you a genuine care for others. It could save the world😉

Be genuinely intentional about people. ..😃😃

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Sending lots of hugs your way. 😘. ♡♡♡♡♡♥♥♥♥♥♥♡♡♡♡♡

I came across this quote today and I thought it’s the kind of approach I need to take up my dark moments ..! 

“Insecurity knocks from time to time. Invite it in for a cup of coffee, talk to it ,then take that sugar spoon and poke it in the eye. .”

Just when I was getting overwhelmed by the things am running away from 😥

 It’s time to soldier up and face these big names, insecurities, fears, depression, anxiety ,mistakes we’ve made ,pain ,guilt. ….name it …!!!    

Sending you lot’s of hugs😍 . You’re a Victor ..Face it like one😘😘

!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ever felt like you’re constantly after something that you can’t use words to define ? As if there is a void you’re always trying to fill in..? Do you ever feel some sort of fulfilment when you do things you love. ? Are there people you feel the need to constantly be in touch with?  Do you ever feel frustrated when things don’t work out your way..? Are there days when you feel lonely and empty, and even when there are people around..? Have you ever felt like running away from everything. ? Do you ever feel clingy and needy to people you love.. ? Have you ever lost interest in things you once loved. ? How much is the pain of not being loved enough..?  What does being loved enough mean anyway. .?😑 Do you ever wonder whether there’s a day when you’ll be totally happy. .? What is happiness to you. .? What are the things you constantly wish away or wish for. ? 

Whether we find the answers to these questions that constantly run through us or not , we still desire and want love around us. No doubt about it. We want to feel important even on our bad days. The question is how much we put out there. For it to be fulfilling, it has to be genuine, intentional and unconditional love 💖. Put it out there with less expectations  and see how many of the voids it’ll fill up in your life. 😉

 

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There is pain inside that you can barely control. Not the kind caused physically or by a bad break up. Not the kind you can actually explain. It’s pain that feels like a heavy burden inside. Sometimes it feels like a heavy dark cloud that can’t hold on anymore. Sometimes it bursts and it rains! You cry hoping to feel better, and it helps at times. But how long until your soul is free again? How long until you can laugh heartily without the weight of your world bringing you down? How long until you start speaking your mind without the fear of being judged? How long until you realize that this journey is beautiful? How long until you realize that you are not alone in this? Maybe a few more tears and break downs, but you’ll get there.

Your soul will be free again……………